Ya I feel you. I waited for a long time because it felt sooooo unsafe but it just got to be too much for me and when I medically retired I started. I’m still in the early enough stages that I could pass as masculine still, at least androgynous. I really don’t want to stop/pause but it’s definitely something I’m considering given the political climate. I wish you luck in however you decide. It hurts to be forced to be something you’re not for fear of being harmed.

Be safe.

Do you have any sources to start learning about/researching this? This is very fascinating and haven’t heard much, if any, of this before.