I’m kinda aware of my perfectionism and I’m trying to do things regardless of it, but I just can’t stop thinking about all my flaws, real or not. Wherever I am I’m constantly thinking about what others may think of me and I know it’s bs and most people don’t give a shit about me but I just can’t help it. It’s like I’m just unable to do anything for myself anymore, no matter what I do I’m always thinking of other people’s opinion and hoping someone would praise me for what I do. I’ve been nothing but constantly criticized by people around me and I no longer know if I do things correctly, because most of the time I get told I’m wrong.