31 YOmale, Z5, presenting to the Lemmy w/ recently Dx ADHD w/ prior diagnoses 'depression & anxiety". Z5 began Adderall today at 10g IR. Z5 presents with little to no improvement in task initiation and task sustainment and complains of minor financial problems, significant social distancing and isolation, and concerns of not knowing what the fuck is depression and what the fuck is anxiety amd whst the fuck is ADHD. Z5 is beginning to believe that his depression is more severe than he may have thought previously. Z5 has a history of Sertaline Dx which he ceased after 48 hours due to uncomfortable side effects including shakiness, sleepiness, and inability to sleep at evening. Z5 has not sought additional depression medication since that, and that was about 6 years ago.

Z5 suspects he will be eternally and sustainably depressed unless he sorts out how to have at least one close friend that he can be open and hinest with and likely a romantic partner, despite having decided long ago that it was impossible, he now does not know anymore.

Z5 is typing into a void for some reason and burdening strangers with his incoherent, borderline schizophrenic stream of consciousness.

Z5 probably needs to learn to identify what depression is verse ADHD and anxiety and Z5 probably needs some sort of a “reality check”