

This is something to take up with your medical professionals.
Health care systems vary, but hereabouts you’d have ongoing contact with a therapist, have scheduled follow-ups with surgeons and other doctors responsible for your surgery, and a legal mandate to be informed (beforehand) on your options in case of regrets.
I have no idea what you think an online community can do for you about this — Talk to the health care providers who got you this far.









Underrated comment ^^