and proboly from experince aswell, and learning from others and smell

well hes not wrong or correct. you proboly can have so insane disicpline that you can succed with everything in life, but who wants that :P. im not far away taking my own life, and i honsetly wish i did long ago :P. but people would get hurt if i did it

damn, do you have a big problem with your daily life? medecine isnt like a easy outway, but for school and work i guess its an good quaility for life?

yep same, thats what i said to myself whole life, as my parents planted it into my brain that i wasnt motviated, and i played ot much video games. but ye depression become way bigger early adult, which i guess wwas a sign that i just played video games cus i dint need to think about everything then, my brain was busy

hey! atleast your improving, ill be soon test some meds, what have you tryed? i dont know much aobut methylphenidat, but you should try something else if it doesnt work that great?*

also your saying you got upps and downs, is it becuse of the meds, or bipolar disorder?