nikki

:3 that was my comment im glad its working out for you!

portal radio song

its fun

holiday/boulevard of broken dreams by green day

-i dont feel any weirdness calling myself a lesbian, trans women are women after all. this stigma fades after enough time to let it become normal

-im not diagnosed but pretty sure lol, not a position id give advice from though

-assuming your parents arent helicopter patents and invading your privacy, feminine undergarments are good outlets for this. i used to wear cheap sports bras (the ones with no padding, just the fabric/elastic) under my shirt. compression underwear (gaffe) or just womens underwear in general are nice too

shaving your body is a good way as well, and if you are allowed to grow out your hair then styling that in some way (even if its just a ponytail or bun) is nice

-still in my hometown

-couldnt see a therapist not because of my parents (money and priorities) for a long time, but i dealt with my mental health struggles through online gaming and friend groups. sorta brute forcing myself to be confident, and keeping in mind that it gets better. therapy helps though, even if slowly with how good i am at masking

green day all day rn, my girlfriend got me their entire discography and ive been loving it. saviors is an amazing album on top of their classics

“im gonna be pretty?”

you may be right but holy shit who cares lol

the bicycle in question:

i have 3 categories:

hentai

not hentai

stupid

dont let perfection stop progress

those ones are so adorable and cover a lot, can definitely suggest them personally

take the leap and go for it! i sent some suggestions in another comment here if you want to take a look. they really are the key to me feeling comfortable in my own body these days, i can’t go out without it

I started out with these: https://a.co/d/aiW60Ry

Then moved to these ones: https://a.co/d/fFftKPP since its easier to stuff socks in them to go stealth a bit more in public lol

wearing a bra, even with nothing for it to support was huge for me. love the snug and less exposed feeling i have when im wearing it. sports bras are easy and stealthy

the year long wait is mostly on me, i pass well enough to go without and i struggle with big things like that. you shouldn’t have to wait that long depending on your area

if youre on a budget, cant go wrong with getting some bras with slots for pads and putting socks in them. been refining that for about a year now to reasonable success till i start hrt

it feels like everything is designed to funnel money into antidepressant distributors these days instead of actually solving why people are depressed

im sorry to hear that

thank u all for the kind comments ♥️♥️♥️