I wanna finish my memoir before I die… don’t wanna like die from a random car accident… that’d be lame as fuck…
Or worse yet, getting like amnesia or something…
So the universe is trolling. Either you have suicidal thoughts or you have death anxiety… 🫠

Preserving life is the normal condition, desire for suicide is a malfunction.
Malfunctions temporary fixed…
But my brain runs on windows…
Blue screen could appear randomly at any time.
How do I upgrade my brain’s OS to Linux? 🤔
I wish I knew.