I wanna finish my memoir before I die… don’t wanna like die from a random car accident… that’d be lame as fuck…
Or worse yet, getting like amnesia or something…
So the universe is trolling. Either you have suicidal thoughts or you have death anxiety… 🫠
Stuff like death anxiety or the call of the void is very common. It is the human brain’s way of telling us what not to do so that we can keep living since all animals have a very strong survival instinct. It takes time to get used to it, but it will happen.